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on life
August 28, 2009is happiness that elusive?
that on one moment you think you have it, on all its glory, and then on a wink of an eye, it turns out, life is actually playing games on you.
i only wanted one thing. for someone to see me as i am.
yet what do you know, I’m life’s cruel joke. As i had been in gradeschool, in highschool, then now, when people think I’m made not of flesh but of nothing. It’s like everyone seems to make fun of me.
I’m so tired of running from ghost hauntings. And now, suddenly, i thought i might escape? No. Life still find me his cruel joke.
stupidity is rampant among lifeless forms
yeah, im a lifeless form right now.
I dont know which mirror to look at first - the one whose reflection has stupid written all over me, or the one i’m so afraid of, having lost trust again in myself.
Each and every episode, they all leave me desolate. It eats my confidence and just as I’ve regained it, I get lost again.
confused
If after this, that it turns out that I am being haunted yet again with ghosts that has no sun, I dont know if I will ever learn to trust. I want it so badly to happen cos I lost faith. Now I thought i regain it.. and then only to realized I’m being played yet again?
Its too much.