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What about skype 2
September 2, 2009I said I dont want to refer anymore to someone.
He did asked me to grow up, I said, he should do it as well.
He said, doesnt he has the right to read public blogs? Of course he has, but you are now attacking me. I have the right to say what I want here, especially since this is my own blogpage. If you have yours, I dont know! For all I know you’re dissing me right now there. Why? Are you so worried that I’ll say your complete name here? Dont worry, I wont stoop to such cheapness. My mother didnt raise me to be like that. What I say here I just for me to be able to breathe. The words I say here, I cant even say to my friends - I told you they dont read this, nobody almost does!
Please. If you want to read my blog, you’re welcome to.. just leave me alone. If you get affected, by something, be a man enough for once to tell it to me directly.
Dont you think its tiring already. Everything you say, it just makes the hurt more profound. Have you always been like that? pouring salt on wounds just so you could say and reason to yourself you’re this kind of person, so it gives you the right to run away and hurt other people’s feelings. I hope the next time you make someone special again, I hope you dont run and leave her as you did me.
I see that you have unblocked me. Thank you, that’s a start Chris. I could only promise you I wont send you a line anything now at all… you already took much of my dignity for me to just chase a faceless wind.
Whatever I write here, it’s my sanctuary. This is me. And if you can’t handle it, then dont read. If you get affected, go find a punching bag or so. Cos it would have been better if you just didnt say you love me.
But this is life, this is my life. What we had wasnt the one that was crazy actually.. I realized now what is crazy… it’s that I actually believed someone would loved me.
