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Solace
September 9, 2009It’s not that I’m coming in terms with myself. Not that I’m no longer sad, yet I am not happy either. I am just in the middle of this two colliding matters.
Maybe floating? But its ok, I feel neither yet its calming.
I walk this earth without the feelings I once had, and its tranquility.. I feel my head is becoming clear to the things I should be doing, and what I am meant to do. Slowly amidst this floating, I am closing in to a reality I have eluded for quite some time. To go on in life and stop being such a child, to stop living in my fictitious world I wanted.
Maybe, I encountered those past days because of this. It may meant giving up the company of the friends I cherish, the comfort of my family who silently supports me, and my passion of things that I can only do if I am here in the Philippines… but I am feeling, my reality here is coming to an end… and that my fate calls me to somewhere else.
I want to use this solace, to start my life as it should be.
Transforming Transformers
“Punk-Ass Decepticon, any last words..” I wish i could say that to some decrepit right now before I whack his head.
Oh, man, I dont feel well today. I feel bored and tired, and bored and sleepy. And I dont feel good, My back still hurts.