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September 14, 2009It was a goodbye even when the hello wasnt spoken yet.
It’s my silent moment, a phase when time lapses reality. Each second are magnified by the vast void. Every emotion spent almost does not exist. That is what I meant by floating. I sit amongst the clouds, my eyes leveled with their soft tangles, looking below the playful lights way down and its suppose to be exhilarating. I feel nothing. I can listen to music now without difficulty, I even sing along now. And then sing the songs of those yesterday. I no longer cry. But it always dons on me for each who always say they like me, I could only give my replayed smile. I could not bring to really smile. I guess I still miss that guy. Looking at present and from the past, and even when he was still around, I knew he would be one of a kind.
Why am I writing this? I don’t know. I was sleeping a while ago, woke up, and found this song ringing in my head. I didn’t cry, I just felt sad… I guess I just missed him suddenly.
Step by step
Well.
Pretty sleepy now. My pop-side manifests when I am in that mood - timewarping my music to the Backstreet Boys and Britney Spears bubblegum era. Yes I’m guilty, but at least im being honest that I listen to such once in a while.. the poppiness of it all.
Cos, hmm, if you’re in a floating phase, what better music to hear than those that make you float with glazed eyes?
And I’m still sleepy.