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Oh yes, he was horrible
September 16, 2009And he is. Why? Cos he made me cry! He made me hope yet shattered it. I had a stoic life before he came. And when he did, he showed how wonderful it is to be alive. But when he left, he took everything away from me; from a stoic life to nothing. I am just floating right now, devoid of emotions. He became a bunch of lies at the end. Oh well, I’m still trying to cope up.
But he did gave me something; left me something. That is to strive to be better than what I had. My skills. My speaking and writing skills. Oh yes, I am proud of that. But then our conversations opened a gateway for me to realized the rooms of improvements I could do. Why am I suddenly writing this? Well, I was speaking to my boss. I became conscious of how I should deliver my speaking and vocabulary, without the “pinoyish” conversation ofunconsciously saying “uhh” and “uhm” or “what’s that / word…” when one can’t think of the better or the suitable word to finish or complete the sentence we’re making. I was suddenly careful and conscious with how I speak.
I said before, there is no coincidence why we meet each and every person on this planet. Now at least I was enlightened why I have to meet Chris and have him broken my spirit (yes, not just my heart dum dum).
It’s ok… it’s because of this episode that I have suddenly realized the potentials I could tap on.
