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Book of Days
October 19, 2009Maybe there just things in this world, you simply just can’t explain.
Devoid of time and space, people feel things out of the ordinary.
Of why we linger in irony and questions that has no reality.
How each chapter of our lives fade to each yesterdays we can no longer go back to.
If one is lost in each continuum, where do we get back to stand on?
Fated to the stars I can only but stare,
As I imagine the dust gathering at my feet
Can this be my forever’s oblivion?
Where do I go from here?
Questions I could only whisper to the wind.
Sunset
Three or Four months ago, I fell in love with these two spectacular places that I could go to without riding the plane. Two beach places, one a cove, one an island, I dreamed of going to one day.. even if alone. I’ve countlessly pursued each and every opportunity that I thought camejust so I could go there. Cos as you see, it would be actually expensive cos of the boat ride. Those places are Anawangin Cove and Potipot Island. I love them so much,that everyday, I looked those places up, imagine myself feeling the sand under my toes, and it makes my day better. After all, from Manila these places are only like 4-6 hours away. Very, very possible.
Three or four months ago, they were my inspiration.. they are always in my words.
Now, I think of them with sad thoughts.
I dont think I can no longer go there alone.
Once in the middle of those three to four months ago, I gladly hold on, and postponed my dream of going there cos someone said he’d go there with me. And I smiled.
But fairy tales do not end well you see. And now, to go either of which would only make me quiver. Perhaps I would still bring a wine. A Merlot or a Shiraz. Then wait for the sunset. Or perhaps not.