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Letting by gones be by gone
July 27, 2010I dont know what these even mean..
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I closed my eyes after I’ve been drained. Stabbed countlessly, I didnt know deception had a face.
You were so, so near, i can almost touch you. But I had never played a game like that before, it was an abyss when I fell. And so I closed my eyes when reality claimed me.
How long has it been since those times? I am thinking exactly a year now.
I’ve long closed my eyes, and I’m all drained till now. See, I’ve been a changed person since then.
For you to say something once more, it’s heaven and hell. I thank that you remember me.
Yet, you are the constant reminder how much fragile a human can be. How human I was before..
before I became this pulsating stone.
And that was before.
Today, I should be ok. I should be happy now. Such rainbows and flowers; my rays of sunshine. I am suppose to be living a dream. Happy on my mountain trails, on my latest beach bumming, and for the one who constantly waits for my safe return. I’ve learned to let go the bittersweetness of it, else I’d be consumed endlessly by hate.
I think, I can now live alongside of this, of the past and memories.
I appreciate you remembered. Glad that you drop by.


