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April 28, 2011last night, i had written something here. I thought I had properly published it, but apparently not. It’s ok though.
much better that way. A whole year cycle experienced on just two days… on but a few hours, and realizing afterwards something I’ve underestimated so much. true indeed.. you can only learn so much, take so much, yet even if the event had passed you by, be with regret or not, we always learn something from it.
I love him, and I guess I had always did, laying dormant all these years. But I cant go on much further. I am very tired of being only the second choice, of beingn the fall back whenever things do not go his way..
i love him but this is the end of my road with you.
to step back and reclaim myself. Thanks k.
moments to ponder
April 27, 2011For two days, it was a rush
by the end of the first, i was thinking how it would it would feel to once again kiss those lips
even knowing all along how unwise it would be.
A rush, having all memories the good and the bad, came back.
And at the end of these days, I falter and stood at this boundary
I know I cant.
All the truth, almost everything I balk at
Only you I can talk with.
But how can I risk a good friendship
We had to re-establish after years of hatred and healing?
Perhaps I need to step back once again
Do I really need to do this
every time I see you?
The more time I spend with you